remembered

Its 1 plus am in the morning. Haven't written in a long time, suddenly wanted to blog about it.


Today, about 7:15pm, I was disturbed from my nap by my brother, who said the com had a virus. Some idiotic virus called WinPC Defender. Don't download it.


(shakes head and sighs)


I'll like to use a phrase that I've learnt a long time ago from tv dramas, but only used recently. (once i had figured out its meaning and proper usage)


What man proposes, heaven disposes.


Basically, in the simplest terms, you can have a million plans, but shit still happens. (shakes head and sigh)


I bought a new CPU a few months ago. That gave me alot of grief, which I'll write about it another day. Think it was around April. Anyways, as soon as I got it, I quickly created 2 accounts on the pc, one for me and the other for my brother to use. Then I installed all the anti viruses and utilities, proceeded to install/download my games, tools, anime. The disc for Warcraft 3 Frozen Throne had cracked and I had to download one. And nearly cried seeing the difference of Dota on my old com and my new com.


Anyways, since I installed all my anti virus and firewall and blockers and stuffs, I thought there would be no freaking way my com would tio and play happily until NS.


That is, until today.


My brother went to download WinPC Defender. As usual, because he anyhow surf the web because he wanted to look at some DVDs and all the movie screen credit and stuff.


(Last year, it was the trailer for Men In White, that lasted about 2 years I think, then Money No Enough 2, then recent wedding movie with alamak in it, name forgotten.)


It all fell to me to fix this mess, as always. After all, mo one else in the house knew. I chased my brother out of the room, to the living room where he yawned loudly, played PSP, watched tv, and laughed like nothing happened. Meanwhile I tried to remove the f-king virus. What does the words, 'vomit blood' mean to you?


9 pm, my mother reached home from work, I still couldn't fix the problem, or watch ch55 drama, and my brother apologised to my mother only.
(OMLS WTF?)


9 plus. Damn feddap at this point. Retarded virus was blocking my attempts to remove it. Anti virus softwares got blocked by the virus and couldn't open. PC even hanged several times. SMSed Casper for help since he was online. Still to no avail.


10pm. Stopped to eat dinner and watch ch55 drama. My brother was still laughing so hard like none of this ever happened.


12 plus. All the websites with all their tips didn't helped. But had a better idea of how WinPC Defender works. Resolved the problem by simply renaming the anti virus and scan. Yeah, simply this simple. (shakes head and sighs)


Successfully removed the virus. Felt so vindicated. But all my anger and hatred had nowhere to go. My brother was happily snoring. Suddenly had a stomachache. Attempted to go toilet, but my father was already inside using it. He deleted a show I recorded this morning too.


(shakes head and sighs)


My mind is suddenly clear. After all that happened today, I finally remembered the reason why I decided to write a blog.


Every bad stuff that happened during the times I didn't blog,
1) the bigger problems, become stuff that I grew used to it.
2) all the smaller problems accustomed to, became stuff I was expecting to happen.
3) threshold for crap increased. Leveled up.
4) Simply forgot.


After pouring my woes, I felt better - something I didn't feel for a long time. Like it was achelly therapeutic. Life sucks, but yeah.




And so I write this blog.

rainy days

Woo. Haven't wrote in a long time. Its raining again.


(shakes head and sighs)


I don't think I've ever done this type of post before, but I really like rain.


...Not the singer, the weather. I'm not gay.


The heavier it is, the better, got alot of wind, thunder and lightning also good. Best for sleeping, watching or playing something intense or simply listening to some music.


Whenever it rains, I always feel more vitalised. Haha. Maybe its cause I'm a water sign. Yeah. I'm scared of the heat. That said I'm quite comfortable around temperatures where people would feel like they are freezing.


My mother just walked into the room. Told me not to play too much Warcraft. Thanks to that NTU incident. Sigh.


Anyways results are coming soon. Sigh. Hopefully there won't be any sup paper to take. Heh. And its dreadfully close to NS time soon. Zzz......


Hope it rains more often.....Will update soon.

first post of 2009

Hi. Very long never blog already. While I was MIA, Casper resurrected his blog and wrote a few posts. He even changed his blogskin, which is a very big achievement, as we all know just how hardworking he is. The skin is Pikachu-themed though. He's either reliving his primary school days, or he couldn't use a picture of Jonathan Ai.


(shakes head and sigh)


In order to blog about my present, I'll have to first blog about my past.
Got mo shui.


In other to shed some light on this event, I'll have to take you back to year 1.1 in TP, where I recorded an entry of this conversation in this blog. A conversation which I had with Beng Yong about where to find a renowned, accurate, and most importantly, cheap, fortune teller.


Anyways, to sum up this conversation, the supposedly most famous fortune teller at the si ma lu guan yin temple at Bugis street there passed away a few months ago, just when I needed him, following a particularly bad stream of luck. That didn't deter me from going down there to try my luck, so I went to Bugis along with two of my poly classmates, Samuel and Chee Soon.


It would be one of the worst mistakes made.
(shakes head and sighs)


The two of them had went to Bugis to shop for clothes for New Year, if I can remember. Not having any experiences with fortune tellers, and not wanting to be alone when if I encountered one, I tagged along with them. By the time they finished shopping for their clothes, it was close to 4 or 5pm I think.


For this part, Chee Soon decided to accompany me, and same time kaypoh about it, while Samuel decided to sit somewhere nearby to wait. The temple was closed about this time, so we decided to look around the outside of the temple for one. Not long, we spotted some old man reading newspapers at his stall. I approached him, and that's where it began.


I sat down with Chee Soon. The ah pek asked what kind of reading I wanted, and after a brief discussion with Soon, I told him I wanted a basic reading. Something like the standard lah. All this in Chinese.


He took out a book, one of those Chinese alamanic or alamak, or whatever you called it, and piece of paper, and ask for my Chinese name, birthdate, area I stayed and what time I was borned. for the time I was borned, I called up my mother, who gave me the details, and asked what I wanted it for. I told her, "4D.", and promptly hanged up. The old man wrote the details down, then referred to his alamnic alamak book.


Next he wrote down, in Chinese, the Chinese elements, water, fire, wood, metal/gold, earth. Then he started 'divinating', supposedly. I don't remember much about the 'divination', because it was largely crap. Even Chee Soon had problems trying not to laugh. And there were some people walking by and staring. Felt like a fool.


But I remember some parts, because they sounded more crap than the others. Stuff like:

How I should be studying subjects related to the Chinese 5 elements, like Mathematics, or Accounting.

How I wouldn't go wrong if I studied these subjects because Singapore will need alot of teachers, architects and astronauts in the future.

How I should find a kind and virtuous woman for my wife.

Whether I had a girlfriend; this question was repeated 3 times, louder each time, as the ah pek didn't seemed to believe me when I said 'No.'

Some stuff about the PAP.


I dunno about you, but it all sounded like something my mother and my ah ma would say. It was already close to 7 or 8pm, I was already very sian at this point, Chee Soon was tired, and I thinking Samuel was nearly falling asleep at the bench across us. The fortune teller seemed more energetic the more he spoke though. OMLS LIFESTEAL.


And when he said I was VERY LUCKY, I decided it was time to go. I gave him $10. Not because I was generous, but because he was coughing and spitting his phelgem every now and then while he talk lah. Give him money to buy cough medicine loh. If I didn't learn respect for the elderly in Moral Education, I guess I would have taken the chair and whack him already.


(shakes head and sighs)


So I said kthxbye, paid up, and left. I still have the paper he wrote though, but I've misplaced it somewhere in my house. And so I wasted a few hours of life just like that. Dunno whether I'll look for another fortune teller in the future. If I do, I supposed during the time when I have more money. Or may I'll go to Little India and go to those fortune tellers with those parrots and cards. Oh well.


Blog about stuff about the past in the future. Thinking about this gives me a headache everytime.

plague of viruses

As the title says. Mainly affecting my com. Its been like three bloody weeks since the last post. I got Sirong to help me patch my com, but I've no idea how long it will last. If it last until year's end though, he says, it'll be a miracle.


(shakes head and sighs)


For the question at the tagboard, yes, I do know a Chew Thiah Engh, but I've no idea whether its the same one you're seeking, cause I don't think he has any handicap in his left or right eye as far as I've heard of. And that mole, which is on his neck, which he seems so proud of is why we call him Moley. Ok, its not me. Why do you wanna know anyways? I'm really happy when someone other than people I know reads my blog, but its damping to know that someone read this blog not because of me but cause of this mole.


(shakes head and sighs)


End of week 4. Work's piling up and there's more of it. Even on Saturday, I'm still thinking of work. In my previous days, I wouldn't think of work, much less do it, so with the help of utterly useless positive thinking, I'm pretty damn sure its a big improvement.


Oh well. Time to think of more work.

first week over

Friday marks the end of the first week of school. Its 3.2 now. How has everyone been?


For me, I'm taking Satelite Communications, Mobile Communications, Network Infrastructure and the subject I missed, Circuit and Control Systems. If you were wondering, I anyhow tekam those three subjects, cause my supervisor said if I didn't pick anything, I won't take anything. It wasn't a matter of interest or difficulty


(shakes head and sighs)


After seeing the news about the economy, it may be a blessing in disguise for there to be have NS. HA. I bet recession is alot easier to go through than it loh. The world has had many changes since the Great Depression.


Nothing really memorable happened for this week, except I have a braggart teacher for Circuits. This should be interesting.

followup

Woot. I finally remembered to write an entry. Its been so long. I wonder if anyone still reads it anymore? (shakes head and sighs)


Now having term break. Another 20 days left to school. Its like the last semester of school before freaking NS. I'm not looking forward to this. I'm not looking forward to anything at all. Zzz.


I'll try to remember to update like more often, and include stuff that I should have written long ago. Look forward to it?

Watch. This. Space.

SIP's coming to an end~


As of tomorrow.


So just, er, do what the title says.


(shakes head and sighs)

PCB blues too

There was a new biometric machine at where I scan my card there. Today it was gone. It was a good thing, I didn't like that machine. Stupid machine couldn't scan my unlucky thumb and finger, so it made me scan with my middle finger.


(shakes head and sighs)


Today there was PR1, where there would be teachers coming to evaluate on our project project so far. Me and Yiyuan, who would eat instant noodles everyday if he had his way, overshot our objectives, but that's largely Yiyuan, who probly now knows that I've been making fun of him in the last few post, 's fault cause he was the hardworking one and I was the one trying to slow us down.


(shakes head and sigh)


Anyways Mr Yan, who followed the teachers for our PR1 around, didn't turn up for ours cause I think he know I was there. Ahahaha


(shakes head and sighs)


After PR1, there was more PCB blues, namely copper that was coming out, socket in wrong position, and that equals to fabricating the PCB board the 4th time already. (shakes head and sighs) I think the technician downstairs knows me already. Zzz


And to conclude this entry, I now cannot scan my card for access into my own project lab. Someone else in the same room apparently has the same problem as me. I think my project lab doesn't recognise me anymore. Sobs.



Life sucks......


(shakes head and sighs)

In A World Of (Leg) Pain

Something really embarrassing happened yesterday. But it wasn't my fault, sigh.


(shakes head and sighs)


Yesterday, I could still walk without any problems. My troubles began the very next morning, today.


Somehow, my legs were like very sore and pain liddat. Although its not the same thing, pretend that I just said that I have leg cramps. For both legs.


Anyways, it was so bad, the act of simply trying to stand was difficult. And so was walking. Sitting down also. Just trying to move a bit was troublesome. I fell down 3 times today just by walking. Luckily didn't happen when crossing the road, otherwise I would be joke of the day in tomorrow's headlines.


I even accidentally kicked someone on the bus. Had to concentrate to keep my balance. During the Up Your Service session was worse loh, cause of the stupid discussions kept forcing me to stand up and walking around and sit down.


It was learning to walk all over again.


Later in the day, it was alot better already, compared to morning. Except I still have problems climbing the stairs. Up and down. Too bad TP no escalators. Too bad the lift that stops at every floor is still under construction. The sianess of going down 1 storey is something I'll never forget. Zzzz. Today, on the bus, going home, some old woman, getting off at the same stop, was faster than me. (shakes head and sighs)


I think I'm traumatised. Life sucks.


With the help of UTTERLY USELESS POSITIVE THINKING, I think I can understand the pain of old people with leg problems. (shakes head and sighs) Don't make fun of injured people okay, Su Zhen.

people rot in labs.

Well, I've finally gotten a fabricated board. But I got scolded for following the law. : (


(shakes head and sighs)


Today Yiyuan, the lucky basket who picked up a PSP phat on the bus, destroyed the fabricated board with a single solder on the board. I supposed I should mention he decided to solder the board cause he was bored.


Yiyuan, who likes Man U, thought I would be pissed. Poor boy. I couldn't be bothered by it. The world has more important stuff for me to be pissed at than a single PCB board.


Anyways he wanted to fabricate the board today, but unlucky sense told me today was a bad day to do things. Regardless we down to the fabrication room, the technician wasn't there, and after about 20 mins inside, Yiyuan, who has a Engrish name Richard, thanks to one of the guys in our lab, decided to attempt fabrication tomorrow.


Oh yeah, I attempted Visual Basics. Then I had gastric and rolled around for the rest of the day.


(shakes head and sighs)


I found out our lab has a very Iron Maiden-like storage room. Freaky.

PCB blues

Quite some time since the last post.


I'm still stuck in a lab by the way.


I have to fabricate a PCB board. The only way I can do this is in a room downstairs. And the technician whose stationed there is very picky. I wished my supervisor gave a better warning, other than being thick-skinned. No choice, had to go back and rework/touchup on the board.


(shakes head and sighs)


After struggle and struggle and struggle for the PCB board for a day, my jiu xing came in the form of the Integrated Project teacher for last year. The same guy who ask me frequently if life was still complicated.


(shakes head and sighs)


He took a look at our work so far, at the Coordinator board that Yiyuan, who is my project partner for this semester, then said 'So lousy.' and then I laughed.


So, he helped us with routing and gave some advice. A word of caution. Year 3.1 can really vomit out alot of new stuff, and your lecturers will probly be expecting you to know. Most of it were really new things, which I had to lie down on my bed so I could absorb. The moment I heard '0 ohms resistor' I was stunned for 1.75 secs and no mood for anything else already.


I think life suddenly became more complicated, lah.


Tomorrow, think I will be going down to do PCB fabrication. Pray the TOS technician doesn't eat me. She can eat Yiyuan, who likes to save work on his thumbdrive, though.


(shakes head and sighs)
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...Maybe I'll write my blog in school, so that this page will be updated more often......

2 weeks later......

Sigh. This is such a delayed post.


Okay, right now, I'm having MP/SIP now. The lab I tio is Digital Something Something Competency Unit, EN14-2-48. Do drop by if you're in Engineering school anytime. My project de computer is right at the window there, next to the door. Zzz.


(shakes head and sighs)


Remember to wave hi.


The life now, requires me to be in school, with 8:30am to 9:00am to clock in. Clock out time's 5:30pm to 6:00pm. Every day there would be people queueing up at 5:20pm waiting to clock out. They had placed some note that a warning letter will be issued to anyone lining up before 5:30pm, but no one cares, and that note was gone. Expect to see this long queue every week day for 17 weeks.


1st week, I did nothing but practice old stuffs.


2nd week I was a sai kang warrior. I had to make sure everything was off and door locked after school every day for that week. Since my lab conincidentally happens to be the only place to clock in and out, I had to wait till everyone in TEL clocked out before I could go off. Poof.


Had to order components for my project since the component store didn't had them. So I took a component request form and written down what I needed got the supervisor to sign, hand it up to the person, only to be told,


"Handwritten not accepted. Type it out, get your supervisor to sign then come again."


......


And I did exactly that. Why leave the component request form in trays if you didn't want handwritten ones the first place?


A few days later......


One of the orders became obsolete. Now I have to type it out again and get my supervisor to sign. Oh joy. (shakes head and sighs)


There was a lot of other things to write about, but I have trouble remembering most of them......So there. You wouldn't want me to hurt my head thinking of what to write, would you?


By the way, I finally got my PSP LS. A few days later, the price I bought, $284(felicia blue) dropped to $280. Currently now, its at $270.


......


And tomorrow's gonna be Monday again. I now look forward to Mondays, only for an entirely different reason than for school. (shakes head and sighs)




Time flies when you're having fun.

battle preparations complete

I realised its been a long time since the last entry, I kinda forgot lots of stuff......


School is reopening school, and there will probly be little time to slack. (Most people would say no time, but then I'm not most people.) Hopefully I can try to blog more often. Only 2 days before then.


A few more hours before I go have kick arse and make money. Woot. Wish me luck. Any lucky charms will do too.


(shakes head and sighs)

i was a substitute alarm clock

This morning, at 6.25am.


I was rudely awakened from my nightmare-turned-into-beautiful-dream-with-lots-of-freaking-effort. (shakes head and sighs)


Now, I'm not going to identify the culprit, but I sure hope that person wouldn't do it again.


Anyways, this same person told me that he/she needed to wake early the day before. So when I picked up my phone, all I heard was his/her snoring. Zzz. If it was an emergency call, can understand lah. If it was a call just for a chat, also can. But don't freaking call me just to let me hear you snoring. OMLS.


Now, I understand that wasn't intentional. So I kept calling the person till he/she woke up. But after being awakened, I couldn't get back to sleep. I rolled left and right, and just when I managed to sleep, my brother's alarm clock rang at 7.


Worse, he didn't have to go to school cause today's Good Friday. He turn it on from force of habit. Well, it was a bad Friday. Zzz.


(shakes head and sighs)


From this incident today, I realised I tend to get the worse end of both deals. My surname start with a Y, which usually means I'm the last for oral and I need to keep away the tables and chairs. My first name start with an A so I have a good chance of being right on top of the phonebook. (Unless you put my number under LS of course.)


In any case, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read carefully. Don't get your alarm clock and my name mixed up. Its already hard being unlucky. Sure, you can say I should have switched off the phone, but I had to wake up at a certain time and I needed the handphone alarm clock. But at least give this unlucky person a chance to have a good sleep. Sleep is quite important, ya know?


(shakes head and sighs)
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The Fedex advertisement says there's more than a million people in China with the surname 'Zhang'. Why didn't anyone import them to Singapore when I was still in primary and secondary school? Then I wouldn't always be last for oral.



(shakes head and sighs)

term break

Sunday.


These few days have been going out with friends. And I still haven't found a part-time job that suits. (shakes head and sighs)


You know, I didn't expect the previous entry to having anyone reading. Then few hours later I got these 2 clowns on my tagboard. My blog is now a farm. Zzz.


(shakes head and sigh)


1 more month before school reopens. What kind of project will I be taking? Will there be anything new? Will another freaking idiot/s stand in my way? I sure don't wanna find out.


(shakes head and sighs)


Life, sometimes can be very, cruel. Cruel and unexpected. Until school reopens then I will find out if its real. Then again what if its's real? What will I do? What would it be like after all these years......?

trapped in my own room. OMLS.

Monday. Well, yesterday, my father bought a new doorknob. He installed it in the unused room, which one day soon shall become a rented room. Then he took that room's doorknob and installed it in me and my brother's room......


(shakes head and sigh)


Today, with my luck, Shit happens.


The time is 2pm. After spending the almost the whole morning study, I'm hungry. Wanted to go outside of the room to eat porridge. Realised I'm being locked out cause of that 'new' doorknob.


For the uninitiated, I've lived in this room without a doorknob for slightly more than a decade. I'm trapped now, but with the help of utterly useless positive thinking, at least I have a doorknob in my room now.


(shakes head and sighs)


And I'm home alone. My father has gone out to work early today. Even if he was at home, he won't care if I died inside here. My brother is in the library now, but its useless to call him. He'll just laugh his arse off. And my mother is probly buying her products/at the hairdresser/visiting my ah ma.


Oh, and speaking of calling, my phone is flat and the charger is outside of this room. In the words of wise old god-loving CTE, "Sugoi neh?"


Did I mention no one will be home until 6?


I pray I have no need for the toilet.


Oh wells. Nothing to do but to study or play.


Of all the time to choose to have construction, they picked study week. Zzz.


UPDATE*: 3:10pm. It looks like my mother is at home. Did I mention the key is missing?


UPDATE*: 3:25pm. My mother just slided in some biscuits. Too bad it couldn't be a pizza. Need some water too. : (


My mother called my father. Even though I told her NOT TO. Still, he manage to break down the doorknob, and made alots of noises and vulgarities while doing so. You know, at that point, I thought I would be disowned. But even without any words, the atmosphere was already stifling enough. Life sucks.


After that, waited till everyone was gone, went to the kitchen and ate the cold porridge. Had some ants too. (shakes head and sighs) I didn't bother to heat it up, for fear that the microwave oven would explode if I did.


So I had cold porridge. (shakes head and sighs)


This is my life. It sucks.

an honest entry...

Sunday. Well, this is a few weeks late. There will probably never be an entry like this again. Please don't bother to ask what is this about. Thanks.


I'm unlucky. I'm cursed. Life sucks.


(shakes head and sighs)


How long has it been? 4 years? 5 or 6? Spent on what was like waiting for your reply. You never did, yet I continued waiting.


After all this time, I finally decided. It could be the next hour, or the next day, or probably even never as I await your reply. Time doesn't stop for one person, but it seemed like my time had stopped....... for a very long time.


It used be a chore in the past, but now it seems like a game now. I'm patient now. Life sucks, yes, but life still has to go on. Of course, I'll move on, finally, but I'll still hope for your reply.


After all, its is not my nature to give up. No matter how bad my life was, even in its lowest pits, seemingly reaching newer and lower depths with each other day. Even when happiness seemed to be less than a glimer...


In spite of who my opponent would be, or the kind of obstacle that stupid God(yes people, I'm mocking your god.), if he/she/it exists chooses to throw at me, I'll hold. Sure, I'll delay if I can. I'll always do that. But I'll hold.


Even the chance is less than a zero, I'm not giving in. My threshold for Shit increases. But, I've lost too much......I won't give an inch now. Cause that's all I have, and I treasure what remains of it, regardless of how broken it is.


Still, with that all said and done, I always be the same person inside. Even as I move on. With or without support. Even if I have to walk down this painful and lonely path alone. Even if what lies at the end of the path is full of sorrow.


But what I can do now......
The only thing I can do now......
Is to be a stronger and better person......
So that one day if I ever get a reply......
Regardless of what it might hold......
I'll be ready.


I'll be waiting.




(shakes head and sighs)

study week

Wednesday. Sigh once again I've neglected my blog. I wonder if anyone still reads it anymore?


Kk. last week was like CNY, V Day, finished Integrated Project but no time to integrate it? Other than all these I don't really remember much?


This Friday got Maths paper, end paper on next Thursday. Meh.(shakes head and sighs)


Oh yeah, tell you all (anyone who still reads this) something. Yesterday I was wiping my outdated glasses when it, without warning, broke in half. Zzz. At least I have the newer one though.

lousy week

Friday.


First off, sorry for not blogging. I had said that this week should have more entries, but you can blame it on a certain being. (shakes head and sighs)


Monday: I rushed my 2 pieces of Technical-Based Reports on this, and then it was postponed to next week. Anyway there's going to be role playing. Sigh.


Tuesday: Lousiest day of the week. For Integrated Project, one of my group member dropped/withdrawn from the course. Leaving me with only the other group member. 2 people. And the work he left behind was one of my most lousiest subjects. Then later, it rained, making me unable to buy bubble tea from outside. So I went to Engine canteen and ate potato wedges. One of it contain something black and ominous. I lost my apetite. (shakes head and sighs) Later went to watch The Mist with Dalton and CTE. Quite nice, but sadly ironic ending.


Wednesday: Struggled with the integrated project work. Good thing the teacher in charge is the Telecomns course manager, and he is a good person. Still, he can't do my work for me. Haha.


Thursday: Lots of stuff to prepare for. Exams coming. Excited?


Today: Thank LS its Friday. Had my NetFund lab test today. It wasn't so good, but I learned something important on this day. In the afternoon, the 3rd Integrated Project member messaged to say he was 'back in the game'.Phew. No need to solder any more stuff, hopefully.





I used to keep a organiser to write stuff I had to do, since I am forgetful.
That is, until I forgot where it was and lost it. :(

updateupdateupdate

Saturday. It's been a pretty interesting week.


A few more weeks and it examination time. Anyone excited? (shakes head and sighs)


And then after that it will be 2 months break, before returning back to school to work on project. Sian ji puay.


There was something I wanted to write about, but unfortunate I'm sick, and I can't think very well. Runny nose + coughs + headache. (shakes head and sighs)


I am sick. Someone please take care of me.

project delays.

Friday. Sorry I haven't been updating for about a week. Many projects to do. But by tomorrow I'll be free, and expect an proper post then.

the LS story so far......

Thursday. I haven't been updating for the past week cause I was busy with work. No one believes that, though. (shakes head and sigh)


There's been quite a few changes in the place where I live in, since the year.


First and foremost, and the only good thing that came out of it,


My computer's in my room. Yeah. I still can't use it too late. Zzz.


My father's planning to rent out a room. Yup, you didn't read that wrong. Sigh. And he plans to use the deposit to buy a new sofa.


Flash forward to today.


My father bought the sofa in advance. Its quite high, and its in maroon. He also bought a new table. Yesterday, he took some MY 2,975 paper cranes without my permission to form the Chinese word for 'peace'(ping an) under the glass in the new table. OMLS. My mother knew about this too. No one ask my permission, and no one cared about what I thought......


Even though I let them collect dust, I had never once thought of throwing them away. I fold each and everyone of them myself, Each with my hopes, my dreams, my sorrow, and my wishes......


My mother is really a practical person. She thought of throwing them away. Zzz. Am I going to throw away everything that's useless or little in value? If so, she shouldn't be surprised if I happen to 'throw' her away. Damn. F**k.


(shakes head and sighs) Sorry about that.


Though in the end, my mother gave some crap excuses, I was going to let it go......


Then today, when I came back home from school, there were paper cranes hanging from a string stuck at the lighting.


OMFLS. Zzz. I am now having second thoughts about an idea Casper had suggested: Change the words 'ping an' to 'F O'. Then maybe I'll get some peace......

that's called life.

Thursday.


Today, on my way home from school, on bus 69, I returned a wallet that was in the seat next to me to a boy before he got off the bus.


End result: The boy didn't thanked me, and I overheard a couple of snide remarks on the bus.


Welcome to my life. It sucks.


(shakes head and sighs)


Don't get me wrong. I returned the wallet to that boy cause he probly had no money. That's what I would have told him if he thanked me. Primary school leh. If it was a big business man/woman or some ah beng, I would have kept it for myself. No hesitations if it was a PSP/PSP LS. Would have returned it if it was a NDS though.


What? You say primary school chewren are loaded nowadays?


In the case of this one, he was more likely to be loaded with fat than loaded with cash. (shakes head and sighs) His figure was like, well, someone who spent all his money on food......And then borrowed from his friends to buy some more......And probly still owed them money......


Anyways, all I would like if something like this happened again, is to just return it without comments. Thank yous are up to you. Some luck will be nice. Karma......well, I might have done something very bad the previous life and still oweing. So no karma.


Thank LS tomorrow is Friday.

food robber

Tuesday. I wanted to blog yesterday, but I got caught up......


I like food, but there are some stuff that happen to me that makes me dislike the process of getting food.

1)Forgeting my order
2)Order first but somehow always get it last.
3)Order first but someone who order it later and somemore same store gets it first.
4)Add something extra/Did not add what I want.
5)Give me something that's completely different from what I ordered.


To add one more to that list. Something that didn't happen to me until now.
(shakes head and sighs)


Anyways, yesterday on Monday......


After my Maths lesson, I went to Blackboard canteen to have my lunch. Too hungry, lined up at the shortest queue, at the Chinese Cooked Food stall. My turn, I told the auntie what I wanted:

1)Potatoes
2)Stir-fry chicken
3)Steamed egg


Then she put my plate aside, you know, paying. Was busy with messaging, then I saw the person infront of me who had ordered the same stuff as me. I thought, "This guy has some good taste."


When it was my turn to pay......


The auntie put a plate in front of me. "Eh, this is not mine." Then the auntie took out plate#2. Also not mine. The same for plate#3. Then somemore behind me suggested that the arse in front of me took mine. Zzz. Anyways, I had to wait while the auntie filled up a new plate with my order, while the people behind collected their food and paid up. Left that extra plate. It had:

1)Potatoes
2)Tau geh / Beansprouts
3)Egg (Sunny side up)


Okay, it didn't look very appetising, but, the question is, how the hell can someone mixed up what they had ordered? (shakes head and sighs) The difference between this plate and mine was a big difference loh.


Anyways, I didn't get a good look at the person in front, except that he was Chinese and he was in formal wear. If he was a teacher, this is even worse. Maybe he was jealous of how good my food looked. No real harm done, but I had to wait longer than usual. Why me? Take your own food you arse.


And 7/1/08 marks the day my food got stolen.
(shakes head and sighs)

A...very...delayed...new...beginning......

Sunday.


I wanted to blog at 1/1/08, but certain entities from you-know-where apparently didn't want me to. So they decided to kill my RAM. So I had to travel down to Sim Lim Square. (shakes head and sighs)


What annoys me, is that how an old DDR1 RAM could cost more than a new DDR2 RAM. Zzz. Went high and low, and finally got one at $40 dollars. (shakes head and sighs) Oh, if you can't turn on your computer, and it makes 3 consecutive beeping sounds, it most probly means your RAM is dead. You've just learned something new. Thanks for Trevor for helping me identify the problem quickly.


Anyways. I was tired and my eyes hurt after so spending a long time there. Still, a being with a questionable existence wouldn't let me off. A man sat next to me on the bus and blabbered all the way for 30 minutes. Couldn't even get some shuteye. (shakes head and sighs)


Oh, this isn't really important, but kinda related, on that day when I was going to get dinner when I stepped on a pin.


TODAY


Today it rained. And then my brother suddenly woke up, and went berserk. Zzzz. I went out to see what had happened. He was shouting "I'm sorry" and brought in the laundry. Which was all wet. And 2 out of 3 poles were MY clothes. Zzzz. Then, seeing all the clothes were brought in, he happily went back to sleep. Leaving me to squeeze dry the clothes and clean the floor. (shakes head and sighs)


Will be updating the links soon.


I realised the title looks damn ugly. Hope to change it soon.

A delayed (delayed again) new beginning

Friday.


ARGH stupid IE encountered an error and closed my blog. My mood is now spoiled. Blog again tomorrow.

There might still be one last way to save my life......

Thursday.


NO I DON'T WANNA 4.1.

Wednesday. Just finished Law.


(shakes head and sighs)


Went into the classroom, and immediately we did a debate on homosexuality law. Split into two groups.


Crap. You know what's bad?
People who watch Youtube and don't bother to put on their headpiece. Or turn down the volume.

Wednesday. Just finished my first class on Law. In TP library blogging now, and I'm thirsty. (shakes head and sighs)


A summary of my Law lesson today: we formed into groups, asked our classmates whether they had ever do something, collect their signatures, draw a picture of what we think the law represents, and recited excerpts from a Dr Seuss tongue-twister. Oh yeah, our teacher talk like zhao seah all the time.


" This will be the only week you will have so much fun in law.
Next week it will be boring stuff already. "


Wow. If this is fun, I hate to see boring.
(shakes head and sighs)


Yesterday's stuff~......


Had a little lecture on law. I thought the lecturer wasn't so bad, since he gives out Pocky sticks to those who could answer his questions. And then we had to introduce ourselves and the ones besides us. And then the lecturer went around asking him who the ones beside them were. Wow!


"What's your buddy's name?"
"Which one do you want? Left or right?"


Integrated Project. I got two complete strangers! Well, 1 and a half to be exact. I just hope everything will go well......


EMaths. Attended the lecture. For certain reasons I won't post what happened, but to just summarise; If someone is trying to make me regret failing, I can feel some effort being put in. (shakes head and sighs)




I think I managed to get SiRong to help me take a look at my CPU. Hopefully this problem will be solved ASAP. Bring down the CPU to the shop is always a pain in the arse.